I had an epiphany tonight as I wept for the world in my husband’s arms..and he helped me come to it. I cannot change the world. People will never care about that which they do not see and refuse to look at. The only activism that will ever truly happen will be what the propaganda/news tells the herd of sheep to partake in. It reminds me of the soldiers who liberated camps in Germany…in awe that neighboring villages ignored the smell of burnt flesh…the atrocities accuring right next to them. So long as the propaganda given to them was comforting, they cared not what befell their fellow man. Willful ignorance. Human nature.
I cannot break the wheels of the machine. I can’t discuss this stuff anymore because most people simply do not care. All I can do is try to be the best person I can be, help who I can…and weep for those forgotten and suffering. Unless it benefits our elite financially to point out who is doing what, they wont. Our overlords commit crimes agaist humanity to live posh lives….and we sit in silence so they may do so.
I am going to lose my mind if I sit here any longer writing corrupt politicians about human rights violations and America selling it’s soul for the 1% to benefit. It has gone unanswered, and it is chipping away at my heart. I can’t go on every day with my soul feeling like Alice did in the moment before she lept to her death in the Last Of The Mohicans. My Uncas is still alive. I can’t save the world, but I can give everything I have to making him happy.
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Your words are not wasted. You are a treasure. God bless.
We are all on this earth for a short period of time. Don’t take the world, this country or its problems on your shoulders. Take a brake and maybe try going back to church. I believe it will do wonders. All the best.
Adrianne,
You have a huge heart and the most beautiful soul. I know I feel the same as you about the way our Country and world for that matter is going. I’m 61 and just can’t rap my head around what is happening. It’s so different than the country I grew up in. People have gotten meaner. I’m sending a big virtual hug to you. You are stronger and so much braver than I will ever be. I believe God smiles when he looks at you. You keep being you.
You are an awesome person. Get through your days knowing that you make a mark in this world whether you see it or not. We can’t always change minds of those who don’t care to listen. And the more we try without success, the harder it feels. So just do you and know that you are living your best life. Hugs. ❤️
Politics Will Get Me Nowhere: Very well said, I feel the same, I feel so helpless. It is crazy to witness all of this happen. My dad, who is a Vietnam veteran, has been saying for the last couple years that this was going to happen. He called it and is heartbroken for his grandkids growing up in this world. I often feel the same sadness for my son, who is 10 at the end of the month. All this goes so much deeper than people could possibly imagine. I watch your tutorials and you hit everything right on the head. Just wish people would open their eyes and see it as well, you can lead a horse to water…and that is about it. The best we can do is support each other and live our best lives with the ones we love. I’ll continue watching you and support you and your husband.
Thanks for sharing! Great thoughts! Hang in there with what is most important….family!
You are an amazing lady, I have listened to you daily for the last few months and agree with your views. I know you try to educate the ignorant for their own good and they don’t want to accept the truth. People walk around with blinders on and their eyes shut. People today are more into bullshit and selfies and don’t take time to educate themselves. It’s sad because all the answers are at arms reach. I fear their ignorance is going to destroy our great country. I worry about it everyday because I have grandsons that are very young and will have to live through the hell idiots are creating. I get so pissed when I listen to the politicians and see all the evil that has been on display for months and they encourage it. Thanks for trying, your true fans appreciate you. God bless you and your family. Merry Christmas
I had a massive breakdown yesterday over the same thing yesterday. My heart is broken for humanity.
You’re exactly right. It’s so hard when it seems as if you have the knowledge and the answers and the desire to enlighten everyone around you and want to share it, however, no one wants to hear it, or are just blissfully ignorant. It’s enough to drive you crazy if you let it. Your husband is correct. You need to worry about the union you have between the two of you and your beautiful little piece of the world and focus on trying to maintain calm and bliss and just getting by snd staying healthy. You are blessed to be in a loving marriage and I’m so grateful he is there to keep you company. The world can be a cruel and evil place. It is hard when you are enlightened and know certain truths. Hard to ignore facts. Hard when you are not ignorant and search for truths and find them. Hard to know what them and what to do with the injustices in the world. I wish you well and will continue to listen and learn from and support you.
Good for you Adri, at least we can try to make world a better and happier place filled with love for the ones close to us. Best wishes to you and Matt.
I can totally relate and I understand you wholeheartedly.
Sometimes it feels like I’m carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders as I’m going against the flow of others who are going with the flow of all the Propaganda, deception and lies as they continue to wear their blinders and verbally attack those who refuse to go with the flow like them thus losing many friends. (I expected that though)
It becomes very overwhelming to me because I’m only one person and I can’t save the world, therefore, I pray and leave the Results to GOD.
So, I totally understand you Adrianne.
I appreciate your honesty, your transparency, standing in your truth, your courageous heart and for going against the flow.
GOD Bless you and your Hubby and I pray and ask GOD to fill your heart with peace.
Please don’t let the hateful words of others get inside your head and heart. There ugly words DO NOT define you.
You’re an amazing woman..Don’t ever forget that.
I’m so glad your ny Avon Rep.
I understand how you feel. I also wept for my country. I wept for the harden hearts, I wept for the blind eye and the uneducated. I wept in anger to see the evil that exist and watch as the get off scot free. I pray I never except these things as normal and I pray my heart will always break at such things. If the day comes that I do not that would make me as evil as them. May God bless you and keep you safe. Sincerely, Cindy Hawkins
We know the truth we have been through a lot in our lives even though we have had very different experiences I see the truth in what is going on I support trump because he loves our country you are a good person all my friends love Biden and I just don’t understand I really try to understand I have two sons a 14year old who wants to join the military and a one year old hope you have a great Christmas
Amen! I lost faith in humanity years ago! It took me having 3 heart attacks and taken out of work to sit and watch what a president said and hit the media would twist it to fit their agenda. Sadly we now live in a world of fear mongering, lies and deceit. Reporting facts and news went bye bye years ago. Now people are being brainwashed by the news, Hollywood movies and tv shows, books, the big tech social media, it’s truly sickening to sit and watch and when you try to point it out you are told you’re crazy, paranoid, and even a racist because you don’t follow the herd. Don’t give up on your beliefs…..I’ve watched you transform the last 4 years and it reminded me so much of the journey I took myself. I started waking up during the Ferguson Mo. riots. That’s when I went down the rabbit hole and it truly changed my outlook on everything. I’ve never fully trusted out Govt…….but now I have zero trust in them or the media. It’s all a game of smoke and mirrors.
Ms. Adrianne,
You, my dear, have a calling. I know you know that. That is why you are risking so much to bring truth to the sheep. I was one of them!
People think you are “off” , that is their issue. Not yours. You have work to do on this earth.
The haters gonna hate because they don’t even want to admit to themselves that they have been duped all of these years! Think about how you would feel if you lived in the world of candy land, all of a sudden the gumdrops disappear and they say it was your fault because you didn’t follow the path the rules told you?! Wouldn’t you be devastated? I believe that things are happening in this world right now, that were going to happen, but not all of us were ever meant to understand or even see it. If you have in your mind what God is, it is exactly what YOU need it to be. My God is what I am able to see and understand. Btay the course. Be the light! You ha e shown so many to actually think for themselves. Those who disagree don’t have that luxury. They can’t see that! So say a prayer for them. Thats the only way you can help them. Leave it in God’s capable hands.
Be well, sweet Adrianne.
God bless you and Mat. You both have been a positive influence on our lives. I hope that we can be the same supportive influence for you too. You are a wonderful person with a good heart.stay positive and know that somewhere in south west Virginia both of you are being remembered in a family’s prayers.
Adrianne you are truly beautiful inside and out. I totally agree with you. It’s so hard to understand how people can be ok with all this corruption. People would rather have China turn us into a communist country than have Trump save us why?? Because “Orange man bad” that’s the furthest thing from the truth. All we can do is pray and ask God to save our country. Try not to let it break your spirit 💜❤💙
With ya girl. Thanks for your brutal honesty. Im sure it was not in vain. Some sheep out there heard you and did their research and woke the fuck up. I have been off the shit for about a month, just threw myself into Christmas. Trying to coax my BFF to do the same (She is so wrapped up in it I worry about her mental health) At this point I just keep praying, trusting GOD and enjoying the present moment one minute at a time. I still check here and there to see whats going on but I stopped allowing it to control my life and serenity. Let Go and Let GOD! Keep enjoying that handsome husband up there in them beautiful mountains. Leave it to the big man upstairs.. Cuz There is a GOD and we’re not it! Hallefreakinglujah!
You are a strong amazing beautiful women… thank you for everything you have thought me… and thank you and Matthew for being the amazing down to earth couple we all love.. I hope you guys have the marryiest of Christmas and a very Happy New year….
You open your heart ❤️ people are listening. Fill your own life with joy and like a pebble dropped in a pond, the waves will radiate out to the world 🌎
Peace be with you💝
Beautifully written Adri. You have such a way with words and no truer words have ever been spoken or written.
Stay strong! You can’t change the world but you can stand your ground and speak your truth. Don’t give in to their attempts to stifle our voices…it’s all we will have left at the end of all this, no matter what the outcome. Peace, love, and light xoxox
I’m glad you have Matt and he has you. I watch you closely. You put on a tuff exterior but I see the lil girl inside that does care that does hope. It’s gonna all be ok kiddo, I promise! You have the heart of a lion. Keep trusting, keep loving and then know that’s all you can do.. oh you do know we also have to forgive those fools, right? It’s for us though not them ..
Every day, those that care shatter into a million pieces and we keep getting up, shake it off and put ourselves back together. Your pain and passion is palpable, we feel helpless for the downtrodden. You have a voice and it has been heard by many and not all on deaf ears. Humanity is so conditioned by narcissism and sociopathic tendencies, that we seem to have lost our collective empathy gene. Don’t give up hope, perhaps it is darkest before the light and there are enough conscious beings to turn this all around, with divine intervention.
You are of the light so keep shining bright.
Caren
My philosophy until 2014 was to “skip the middle man, and focus on our Creator”. However, through the increasing social unrest that was obviously caused by politics, my heart was drawn to learn about my civic duty to an informed vote. Now I too struggle to find balance in spiritual and civic matters. We are blessed to live in the boonies, Adrianne. And we are fortunate to have strong husbands who love us. You are an inspiration to many. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. I appreciate this blog format, as I’m TRYING to limit my time on certain platforms, due to my hatred for censorship.
God bless. You are on a journey. Safe travels.
So much truth. How do we keep writing when it feels like words are lost in the sea of fear. Keep breathing the fresh Montana air. Sometimes that is all we have – and it’s magical. Breathe in that magic and let it sit in you and fill your heart with warmth as these cold dark days take over.
I wish I could really express how much I’ve been feeling this. Thank you for speaking truth and taking those daggers.
I’m with you!! I can’t believe these people can sleep at night. The truth is so uncomfortable for some. From a young age i was always concerned with people in other countries who lived terrible lives because of dictators, to the point where my mum would stop me watching the news. My only hope is that the crusty old politicians of yesteryear, only interested in lining their pockets and keeping lobbyists happy, will fuck off and die one day. They are so entrenched in fighting amongst themselves they forgot who they work for!! Don’t give up but also, try not to let it hurt your heart to much. The people that matter know that your heart is in the right place. Thank you for fighting for those that don’t even know we exist!
It both angers me and breaks my heart to see what those seeking power, political and financial gain have done to corrupt this country. And although I very much care, and make my choices on how I vote, live my life, advocate for my principles, and talk to others, at some point I also have to let it go or else it can become all consuming. At some point, I have to let go. I still have my home and family to think about. I can’t let the corruption encompass me. I love listening to your live streams, and only came upon them in the midst of all this chaos, but no matter what you talk about, I respect what you have to say. Thank you for sharing your heart.
You have made an impact in this life. My life. And you are loved by so many. Thank you for sharing your heart, your words. They have helped me understand my own feelings of helplessness, frustration and deep anger for the injustices of this world which I feel I have no power to make any significant change. My business has been shutdown for the second time. I feel I have lost my way. I don’t know how to begin again. I do know this…I will rise again. I will never give up. I am 66 years old and I was taught to survive and live in the moment. Having faith in God helps me. The one heart I touch with love without anyone knowing but God, is good enough for me.
I just want you to know, that there are many of us that feel the same way as you do. The hope of Heaven’s gate is not far off. Until then, we will be kinder, peaceful, helpful, wiser, stronger etc. Let the evil fall. And it will. Watch God work around you. See His miracles. God has already won. We will be the good things that God Himself has shown us how we can be.
Bless you, Adrianne.
“Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.”
Galatians 6:9
You are touching many lives, Adrianne.
Don’t get discouraged.
Don’t give up.
There are soooo many people involved in the #Walkaway campaign, and Brandon walked away, because ONE person opened his eyes.
You ARE making a difference, but you’re right.
You can NOT let it steal your peace of mind.
God is the Peace that surpasses all understanding.
Rest in HIS peace.
For such a time as this, you are rising up.
Please, rekindle your energy, and then RISE UP!
The enemy of our souls wants us to just give up.
We are lions from the tribe of Judah!
We will march around Jericho 7-times, and then we will blow the trumpet and the walls WILL fall down.
We will take back our land!
Having done all.
Stand!
God bless you.
God bless America.
Never give up!
We will not comply!
I love our Country.
I love that God is protecting us.
I love that God is omnipresent.
I love that I have faith that HE IS IN CONTROL!
I will walk by faith & not by sight.
God bless The United States of America!
While I get how you are feeling, I don’t want you to give up talking, because you ARE changing the world. Each one of us, bit by bit, are making a difference. You’re correct. You cannot change some minds. Some you have. God bless you.
Just heard you on Michael Malice podcast… TBH I had no idea of who you are and what you are about until listening to the show. What a breath of fresh air, it really was. Well done.
Such a great quote that really hits home. Simplicity in chaos ya know…
“The only activism that will ever truly happen will be what the propaganda/news tells the herd of sheep to partake in.”
Never thought I would enjoy listening to someone who I typically would consider so unrelatable. So cheers to you and opening up my view a little wider.
wow thanks for the words. This is also how I feel ..hopeless so often …sad so often because of the state of the world and …what we will be leaving to future generations. It helps to know I am not alone feeling that way….most people around me don’t want to hear about it either