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For my 36th today, I Deleted 62k Tweets & 2k Instagram Posts!
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For my 36th today, I Deleted 62k Tweets & 2k Instagram Posts!

August 6, 2018
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Posted by adrianne curry

Today, I am 36 years old. I remember the dread I felt turning 26! Ha! It’s been 16 years since I won Top Model! I’ve been on a long personal journey in opening my eyes to who I am as well as who I used to surround myself with. During this journey, I realized how utterly narcissistic my (and most people’s) Instagram/Twitter is. I am not talking about professional shots or pics taken of me by others. We all need to make a living! I am talking about endless selfies. I literally felt ill when I realized just how many selfies I took. Look at my new cosplay item! Look at me flex and show off my abs! Look at my new bra! look at my new (fill in blank)! It was an endless sea of vapid shallowness pumped out in the hopes that it would be liked. No need for a life jacket in my pond, it’s hardly ankle deep! I had to share all my thoughts! All my musings were incredibly thought through before posting in the hopes for major social media traction! The Internet has become the new reality tv show for the world. Instead of filming for 4 weeks to make a show, we are all pumping out content every single day of our lives.

I downloaded and paid for a service that would delete every single tweet I ever tweeted. Matthew deleted his entire Instagram, Twitter AND Facebook! For me, over 62,000 tweets were gone in the span of one night. 10 years. All that “Look at me! Have I mentioned me? Have you seen me work out? Have you seen me in a new dress? Look at what I am doing and where I am doing it at!” tweets, gone. It is so freeing! I awoke today to a new slate! Plus, with the psycho witch hunt people have been on lately to ruin lives over tweets, why have any of em? A new fresh start! A new path for someone that doesn’t want to base their lives on seeking validation from the internet!

Also, last night I hit my Instagram and started deleting away. A selfie with a friend in it? I kept it. However, endless seas of narcissistic posts? Gone. Thus far, I have deleted over 2 thousand images. I am not done! I model makeup and clothes still and my amazing dude snaps the shots. I don’t need an endless sea of images of me taking pics of myself. Stepping back from the biz has opened my eyes to how mentally ill it makes me look to have that shit. A pro shot of my cosplay or a snap a friend took of me? Fine! ME setting up my camera to show off ME? No! It makes me cringe to see! To really step outside myself and analyze my behavior makes my skin crawl right off my muscle and bones.

I am more than that. I always have been. The only limitations I ever had was deciding to follow the pack of “I wanna be famous and successful in entertainment!” peeps and not to the beat of my own drum. Sure, I held on to SOME individuality, but had you told a 15 year old me that I’d grow up to sit around taking pics of myself all week, every week, all year, every year….I’d have barfed! I never aspired to grow up to turn into such a vapid being. As I said, I sell Avon. I will post that. However, I will post a bit less….and may be posting more nature.Β  I am not going to use the excuse of “I am growing my brand!” to be such a vapid little shit. Either you guys want me to be your Avon Lady or you don’t. Either you will be happy with me being it and tell your friends or you wont.Β  My posting endless selfies of me flexing my muscles, prancing around in new outfits, etc is NOT going to expand my brand. It’s going to look stupid, it always has. Realizing that was like getting ice water tossed down my back.Β  Β  πŸ˜›

So, don’t be shocked when you see the major cleanse of my accounts. Happy Bday to me! My gift to myself is major self awareness and the ability to change behaviors about myself that I did not like.

PS- My amazing guy went all out with a Star Wars bday! Cantina music played on a loop (I contemplated ending the world) while I opened all my gifts. 8 place setting were set up (complete with chairs!) for Chewie, Kylo, some Storm Troopers and the droids. I loved it! Also, this fucking FART BOOK is LIFE!

 

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on For my 36th today, I Deleted 62k Tweets & 2k Instagram Posts!.
  1. Larry Tomei
    August 6, 2018 @ 5:51 pm
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    Good for you! Glad you feel better! Have a great Birthday! πŸ™‚

  2. Danielle
    August 6, 2018 @ 5:54 pm
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    Based on your recommendation/post last year, I did buy a 50s inspired Muxxn dress and love it. Sometimes, you have to post about how cool you think you are or your stuff is even if it seems temporarily narcissistic because it might be the inspiration someone else needs to find stuff they find themselves attractive in, too. Keep it real.

  3. Michael Brenkus
    August 6, 2018 @ 6:29 pm
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    I hope you continue to share your introspective life journey with us. It’s truly been a joy to watch. I’d hate to see one of the most genuine and up front people on my timeline to vanish because of Social Media’s overall toxicity.. Be the change we need to see in the world, and show these people/women/young ladies how its done correctly! <3 #HouseCurry #Inspire

  4. Amanda
    August 6, 2018 @ 6:38 pm
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    Its so amazing to watch you grow. Best wishes. Hope you have a great birthday! 😊

  5. Jack
    August 6, 2018 @ 6:39 pm
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    There comes a time when the past has to become just that. The memories will live on within. It’s always great to clear the history every now and then. Now, you can focus on the kick ass future!
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY!πŸ––πŸ½

  6. Justine Derrett
    August 6, 2018 @ 6:45 pm
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    Happy “36” Birthday! You got me excited in makeup again! Glad you are so happy!

  7. Dan
    August 6, 2018 @ 7:17 pm
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    I guess what you are experiencing is just the maturity that comes with age and growing up. Not that we ever get sick of seeing your selfies – you know how voyeuristic society is. Your feeling good about yourself and your life is more important than satisfying our curiosity.

  8. igatso
    August 7, 2018 @ 6:23 am
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    Happy berthday from sweden! I hope THE Book farts can support you ro be professionell farter lake rest of oss 🀣 Hugo fickor from me

  9. Sefy Levy
    August 8, 2018 @ 7:05 pm
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    First, Happy Birthday Adrianne! πŸ™‚

    I’ve been your follower on Twitter for a few good years, you’re one of the first few I followed and still do… I enjoyed reading and seeing you finding Matt and how you’ve grown throughout the years, you even replied to me a few times (this equals: i am never washing this hand again! :P).

    I think it’s all about moderation, I personally wont delete anything from my past, cause I’m not ashamed of anything. If anything, i enjoy going back and reading some of the stuff to see where I was and where I am now in my life. As long as you are true to yourself, no one can hurt you!

    Have I made mistakes? plenty and I own upto them! i’ve become a better person and will not delete my past…

    • adrianne curry
      August 9, 2018 @ 5:45 pm
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      I am not ashamed. I just don’t care to share it anymore

  10. Anthony
    August 19, 2018 @ 2:21 pm
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    Hi Adrianne Hope you have a very Happy Birthday xo……………………….Nino

  11. Sabrina
    September 14, 2018 @ 7:56 pm
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    you said you downloaded and paid for a service to delete all the instagram and twitter pictures/posts, what was it?

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