When Factual Observations Are Labeled “PHOBIC”

Making an observation about the physical advantages one my have over women is now labeled as “phobic”.  Some would simply call this a factual observation….but in an attempt to bully and silence dissent….you will be told you are things you are not till you shut up and do as you are told. The number one […]

Incoming 40th For My Hubby!

My Husband turns 40 on April 19th. We live very far away from anything and decided it just isn’t worth all the time driving in our car to have a meal. Luckily, I have been polishing up my skills on making everything from scratch the last few years. I made his 40th birthday menu based […]

Plastic Surgery, Fillers, and Christianity?

The guilt I feel at having chopped up my body ….EATS at me. Not only do I have to deal with the physical consequences of that poor decision….now that I believe in a higher power again, I find myself pondering what I will say to God as my reasoning of why I presumed that I […]

Goldbelly Piecaken Review

After seeing 100 ads for the famous Piecaken on our all powerful Overlord Facebook…I took the leap! I dropped a bill on a fucking pie cake. I made this sacrifice for you, internet.   The package was laying on its side when I picked it up. So, I expected it to be a little messed […]


10 or so years ago, I went to Russia to work. I almost died while I was there… (I collapsed in a hotel and was rushed via ambulance to the ER in St. Petersburg. I had to do treatments daily after being released from the hospital till my lungs were ok to go up in […]

You Are Not Alone In Feeling Alone!

I think many of us feel more alone than we ever have in our entire lives. When you log onto your social media, you see all your friends and family spewing hate, posting NONSTOP outrage posts, CANCEL (insert person here) or trying to condescendingly educate you. No matter what you do, it sometimes feels like […]

I Am Avons Top Online Sales Rep!

People made (and make) fun of me for leaving the spotlight and for the career path I am walking now…but I LOVE what I do. It took 3 years and a LOT of work (sometimes I hit 10 hours a day!) but I hit the #1 spot in online sales. It is always changing and […]

Before TMZ….I Survived Pre “Anti Bullying” Media

Remember the gossip sites BEFORE TMZ? There was one major one. It was a play off of a famous celebrity Heiress. A friend of mine pointed out they wrote about me recently. I didn’t know it was still around. Not being snarky, just figured he did what I did..grew up and got the fuck out. […]

Did I Just Lose A F*cking Titty?

Great title. Not so great reality. I have to wait 6 months before I will know the true fate of my chest, but I have to consider that I may have lost the very thing I was so insecure about I got surgery. In 2006, I got my first boob job. My body completely rejected […]

Breast Implant Illness/ Explanting/ Surgeons

I wanted to write this blog based on the 7 years I have spent researching and trying to understand how I could accomplish this with the best results. I had many setbacks which led to me not having it done yet, one being my Myomectomy in 2017. I didn’t want back to back major surgical […]