Do you think YOU could put your phone down? My phone is OFF for the weekend and stuffed into a …
Do you think YOU could put your phone down? My phone is OFF for the weekend and stuffed into a …
After seeing 100 ads for the famous Piecaken on our all powerful Overlord Facebook…I took the leap! I dropped a bill …
I had an epiphany tonight as I wept for the world in my husband’s arms..and he helped me come to it. …
I have had a lot happen in my life as of late, and I have been deeply questioning my belief system, …
I always likened Trent Reznor’s writing to J.R.R. Tolkiens music…the cadence and rhymes. Usually I am a stickler for lines matching and …
Seeing the press about the new Cardi B song, I am reminded of when I thought my worth was my looks and …
I think many of us feel more alone than we ever have in our entire lives. When you log onto your social …
After I won top model, I was stuck in a 3 year contract with an agency that no longer wanted me. Top …
People made (and make) fun of me for leaving the spotlight and for the career path I am walking now…but I LOVE …
Remember the gossip sites BEFORE TMZ? There was one major one. It was a play off of a famous celebrity Heiress. …
Obviously, we are all up to date on the madness that is our current world. Before shit hit the fan, I was …
For those ladies out there who embrace their natural selves and no longer stress over your next hair dye session, I have …
Great title. Not so great reality. I have to wait 6 months before I will know the true fate of my chest, …
This message brought to you by Oxycodone. I have had a very rough 48 hours. Luckily . I HAVE A VERY GOOD …
Watchmen is beautifully filmed. Some of it is beautifully written. It is certainly well acted. However, something has just felt….wrong. For …
I wanted to write this blog based on the 7 years I have spent researching and trying to understand how I could …
Now that we are getting all settled in our cozy Cabin. We needed some new furniture. On our mini honeymoon last year …
I always liked to think that I held my shit together quite well after winning Top Model. I fancied myself grounded and …
“You were SO immature on your old shows! You were so wild and crazy! You must still be that way!” This is …
Leaving the toxic entertainment industry has been amazing for me. I have been cleansing myself of all the bullshit from that former …
Let’s chat Botox, fillers and lifts. I am not going to post any pictures, because that is cruel. However, I want …
Sometimes, I feel compelled to share some personal life experience or issue on social media. I’ve even typed things out in full …
This is like the LAST MARCH OF THE ENTS. I do not feel like I have had a home since I was …
This is a post about me and my handsome husband. We both have disgruntled fans who are upset we don’t do …
Recently, I had a falling out with someone I wrongly thought felt the same way about me as I felt about …
For many years. I found myself with men who had NO respect for me. They spent hours combing the internet to …
Last week, I watched the most highly anticipated episode of any series ever. Since book 1 and season one, The Battle …
I was raised that you give your own shirt off your back to anyone who asks. It’s a wonderful concept. However, if …
It’s been 25 years since I wore a maxi pad. I HATED them. They felt like a huge bulky diaper. The moment …
This new movement of make believing people shouldn’t judge each other is absurd. People judge everyone and everything in every moment. I …
God, Allah, aliens, veganism, mediums/psychics, energies, vegetarianism, butt cleanses/fad diets, betterment workshops, the stars telling me what my life will be… none …
We live in a world where we celebrate mutilating ourselves for shallow reasons. We fear aging and shame those who embrace it. …
For the past few years I have been meticulously studying pictures on “real self” about breast explantation. I have been pretty …
I have fake ass tits…and I hate them. (edited note: I have decided against using Feng. I didn’t like how her office …
This time, 5 years ago I sat alone in a Hospice room with my dying Grandmother. A few hours later, she passed …
When news hit of Chris Watts having killed his Wife and children, I thought I knew why. My gut told me she …
A bit extreme, but my point will get across. From 2003 till 2016 I was in Entertainment. Anytime I landed a gig …
Here is a little taste of the inside of our home! I decked out Matthew’s sound booth! Hahaha. The world is full …
I spent days on the exterior of the house. It was cold, and it ice rained. Matthew held my ladder for the …
There is no way around it, to be addicted to anything is to be narcissistic. When I used to smoke, I put …
Free thought, free will, and general freedom seems like a lost art. You must think EXACTLY as the mob says or …
I want to reach out to my fellow empaths. We are greatly judged for our sensitivity. Every day I am told I …
If you are famous, then you deserve to be treated like a circus freak in a 1920s carnivale. 10 cents per …
I LOVE keeping my home as perfect as I can. I love it clean, toilets and sinks scrubbed and the entire thing …
FRUGAL. That is what I have always been. Two factory working parents and a Grandma who was raised in The Great depression …
I used to sit in toxic relationships and put my all into them in an attempt to “make it work”. I …
For the last few weeks, my shark professional vacuum has NOT been my friend. It has lost all suction. I ordered replacement …
With all the rape/assault conversations going on I thought I’d share something that has always REALLY bothered me. I have a good …
On our mini honeymoon, my husband told me he would like to help me create some content based on my decorating …
The decision to not invite anyone to our wedding was due to a few reasons. The remote locations we wanted to …
The Great Khal and I eloped
Every single day, I hear this question. I won’t lie, it is offensive. On my worst days, it will leave me wanting …
I used to try to be as fit as I could. I was constantly told if I was not physical perfection, …
And that is how I left twitter. It is a platform where very popular movements are started by pedophiles ( #metoo …
What. The. Fuck? Seriously, what actually happened to my body? I am COUNTING the number of items I eat and adding them …
I know people will say how judgmental I am, but I have been a firm believer that the people you allow around …
I smoked for 20 years. Yep. My first cigarette I stole from my Mother. I watched her smoke my entire life. I …
I guess it doesn’t matter how old we get in our lives. If someone says something and it gets back to you, …
Today, I am 36 years old. I remember the dread I felt turning 26! Ha! It’s been 16 years since I won …
For many years I marketed myself via my looks. It is how I broke into entertainment. During this time I had a …
Time to get rid of most my dresses and high heels! I live on a big ranch. There is no need for …
The Story of Narcissus and Echo read the above story for a great lesson. Since making the decision to stop marketing myself …
One of my closest friends in LA and her fiance are going through a living nightmare. Jon Schnepp directed many Metalocalypse …
Naturally, as we get older we tend to change the way we dress. Most of us move on from wanting to look …
My wedding is quickly coming up. I wont reveal when, but it is very soon. My face has been a real …
Until I deleted Facebook & Twitter from my phone, I didn’t realize how dependent I had become on them. Throughout the day, I find …
Yep, it has only been two days since I deleted Facebook and Twitter from my phone. Let me tell you what I …
Social Media used to be a very fun place. In the 90’s I signed up my AOL account and would role play …
I have noticed a lot of blame going around for toxic relationships. I remember when it was my default for the …
Lucy In The Sky gets a bath…photo blog of pure…unadulterated….MISERY. Photos by: An Overjoyed Matthew Rhode cat wash
I wanted to share a few products that are my daily routine. I get a lot of compliments on my skin and …
Half of us will stupidly waltz around in the Sun with no skin protection. I do not “do” Sun anymore. While …
I LOVE masks. There are so many to choose from and I usually don’t have favorites. However, the Aztec Healing Clay Mask …
Need a bad ass former Z-list celebrity that lives deep in the rocky mountains to personally pick out your skincare regimen and …
So, you want to sell Avon? Why not do it with me? Let me be the first to tell you, there are …