I always likened Trent Reznor’s writing to J.R.R. Tolkiens music…the cadence and rhymes. Usually I am a stickler for lines matching and flow, but this was heavy on my heart and I needed to write it.
Enjoy
Emptiness
No matter how hard I try, no matter my true intent
There simply is no way around to really circumvent
The issues I am haunted with, feeling so misunderstood
No comfort or empathy, just told what I “should”
No mutual respect or love is left for someone like me
Just harsh judgements anger and cold insincerity
This emptiness is now left in the place I once called home
A vacant place unknown to me I am now forced to roam
Too deep I delved too much I sought to truly transcend
Too much I learned, too deep I went for them to comprehend
No longer do I seek or need the shallow company
Of masked beings who play both sides, I am truly free
There is nothing left, it’s all exposed, nowhere left to hide
I understand the severity of all the things implied
So here I sit gazing out at the sea of never-ending green
Of this void of painful emptiness, I shall rule as Queen
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Quite moving.
Beautiful. xo
Adrianne, you are a Queen…you’ve enlightened me in so many ways. I look forward to your streams, I laugh, I cry, I relate. Love the poem…Matthew is one lucky dude!! xo
Beautiful <3
Keep on being you and following your own path. How come it took us until almost 40 to break free of society's confines and find our truth? LOL
Made me teary! Just lovely!
~Rainbow Hunter
~Chandra Valker
That is amazing!! Such a poignant poem for the world we live in today. Honestly it grows more dystopian by the day!!!
Beautiful Poem
I envy your green kingdom, my queen.
SUCH LOVELY POETRY! It was like for a moment, O my brothers, some great bird had flown into the milk bar and I felt all the malenky little hairs on my plott standing endwise, and the shivers crawling up like slow malenky lizards andthen down again.
So beautiful:-)
Hi Adrianne, I have been a follower from afar of your over the years. I “woke up” years ago and came to many of the same realizations you are having now. I would love to interview you and talk about your awakening process, what started it and you views on the world today. It has been my life’s mission to try to wake up as many people as possible to these deceptions and lately my focus has been on other women. Women’s voices haven’t been heard enough in the truth seeking movement and would love the opportunity to build a bridge to your followers who want to help make this world a better place.
Sincerely,
Karen B
I think you are a very smart Lady!! You are a inspiration to me. It gives me hope that not all young people are taken in by the lies of the media. I have watched this media for almost 4 years lie daily. I am a Trump voter mainly for his policies but I do believe he loves this country. I never trusted Obama I thought he was a smooth talker. I wish you and your husband many blessings. I think you are a good person.