I don’t say this lightly. For many years I told myself that it was a crime to ever wish death or misfortune on anyone. Anytime I found myself wishing someone ill I’d severely punish myself mentally for allowing such a black thought in my mind. Then, I met a true psychopath…an everything changed.
They and their actions almost pushed me to the brink of comitting suicide. So incapable of understanding how anyone could be so cold and calculating with their evil, I was vulnerable and unprotected during the worst crisis of my life. When I realized how little this person cared for anyone they used and discarded…how they deliberately would push the envelope to see if they could drive a human to insanity..how a long list of people in their past had been pushed to insanity as I had..when I saw that they would use anyone (too young or too old) and anything sexually…or try to rob people of their money through bank accounts and lawsuits, something inside me broke. I realized the world would be a far more beautiful place if they would simply die.
Some people are pure evil. They wear a mask for the public, but usually those who are closest to them can see when that mask slips. These people are psychopaths. Do not mix this up with a sociopath or a narcissist. Surprisingly, those two have more empathy and feelings in their pinky fingernail than a full blown psychopath.
Whenever I see a good person suffering, sick or dying…I usually find myself wishing people like the psychopath I knew and others like them would take their place. There are people who do not deserve to live. Their existence is a black spot of evil on the lives of most anyone who comes close to them.
I know a lot of you will talk about forgiveness and whatnot…but that does not protect others from a psychopath. They will continue to hurt, maim and defeat people around them until they die…which is why I sincerely wish death on them….only to save others from the evil they are capable of.
This is not a popular mindset, I get it…but till you meet a real psychopath…a person who would hand you the knife with a smile if you say you want to die…a person who would torture an animal just to watch….a person who would touch a child sexually….you won’t get it.
Some people don’t deserve to live.